This newly found struggle in my relationship exists somewhere else
Thank God, somebody else feels this way
You work at it. You work towards it. You had an idea in your head.
This is everything I wanted. I never have to lay my head on a pillow, in a bed alone. I come home to a space that is entirely my own, with a man that is entirely my own. The life we have built with each other is a comfortable one. We have the freedom, more freedom, that people our age can afford.
He works to make me happy. He just doesn’t show up to this relationship, he works at it, he makes it a priority. Day in and day out he reminds me that I am priority. He never gives up on me, he never will give up on me. This will only end when I say it will.
But here I am, waiting in our bed. He’s just a few feet away in our living room. He’ll cut his show right in the middle just to make sure I don’t fall asleep without him.
My question is,where do we go from here?
For Women Who Are Difficult To Love
The realization that you deserve everything and nothing at the same time is a hard pill to swallow